Well, it’s been far too long. As Gretchen Rubin likes to say, the days are long, but the years are short. Saturday nights have been relatively uneventful however, so it’s the perfect time for reflection.
I don’t know when I got over my fear of looking stupid. I went to a hackathon today, and although it would have taken me days to code the programs that they put together in the hours we had, I stuck around. I wanted to see the final project, I wanted to see the sausage made and see it through to the end. If anything it inspired me to spend more time coding again, so I can get better. Once this degree is over. Let’s get to December and get one goal done at a time.
What surprises me more is that people are flustered by my inability to care about looking stupid. I have no problem throwing out bad ideas publicly, even if they are bad, because they are part of the process. We need to get through the crap ideas to get to the good ones. People may remember the silly ideas, but the end product is the most important. Who cares if the process is bumpy? You learn along the way, people riff off each other, and the diamond in the rough will emerge.
So who cares if you fall seven times? You’re getting up eight.
Listening to: http://antwon.bandcamp.com/album/end-of-earth
So here we are again. First off, Blogs, I love you, but please stop with the end of year re-posts of all your other posts. Please do something different.
Now that that’s out of my system, I would rather discuss a typical NYE in Chez Boucher.
- Working. Yes, I really enjoy working on NYE. Since many people take the holiday, it’s usually quiet, and it’s a great time to wrap up projects and set up for next year. Since our hosting skills are deferred to next week for the pre-Kickoff party, we don’t make a huge deal out of the holiday.
- Reflection. This is a must-do for me. Since I’m awful at journaling free-hand, I need a prompt. The best one I know is Leonie Dawson’s workbook, which I’ve bought for the third year in a row. Warning: the workbook is reaaaaally girly (watercolors and Goddess talk) and I’ve since unsubscribed to her blog since it got super-salesy in this past year, but the yearly workbook is worth the $10 as it’s super comprehensive. It forces me to get granular with my goals.
- Something fun. Although I will miss watching the annual Monarchs Baby Race, we’re going to the Palace Theatre instead. I’m excited to do something different.
- CNN. Because I can’t get enough of Anderson Cooper, mostly.
I’m ready for an amazing 2013. I’m putting it out there now, and I can’t wait for it to begin.
Not right now, at least. I just got home from my second to last class in INSDSG602 and I can’t believe the semester has gone by so fast! Three more classes to go and then I’m ready for my capstone, which is crazy to think about.
We went all out on Connectivism and MOOCs (Massive Online Open Courses) tonight, and I was finally able to stretch my legs and talk about modern learning theory, which I think resonates with a lot of my thoughts about learning. The first article on my RSS reader was about Wellesley starting MOOCs, so it was a sign I needed to get this post out of my system.
Strangely enough, my experience with MOOCs reflects my experience with Wellesley. Going to school right down the road, I would frequently bike through town and pass the campus. Many times I would tell myself, “I should ride through, it must be beautiful”, and EVERY TIME I chose to “just bike through” I would get lost and appear four hours later completely weary and befuddled. It’s not like I’m bad at directions, it’s just my personal Bermuda triangle.
I tried a MOOC before (the Stanford AI course), but it was right as I was starting my UMass classes and after a few weeks my schedule was too tight to continue. Those first weeks, though, were black holes in my life: I would arise hours later from the computer, wondering however I got to where I was on the internet.
I think a personal goal is very important for MOOCs, or else you get lost, or over exert yourself. Neither of these are bad things, if that’s your goal, but if your goal is to complete the course, you should treat it like a marathon and not a sprint.
After a well-deserved break for Thanksgiving, I decided to jump back into the swing of things and talk about transformative learning, which we covered the week before. My favorite part was the activity: where we discussed with the person next to us about something we wanted to change and all the questions we should ask ourselves as to how to make that happen: who are our supporters and what is holding us back.
A big thing that stuck out to me was that they mentioned these transformative moments as these large things that occur, such as a sudden illness or a great message brought to you. But to me, sometimes those moments come in a murmur, very quietly. They could be a pattern of murmurs that causes you to change, or something that is very quiet but unsettling. I find those more powerful than the large life changing moments for me.
I finally feel like I got over the hurdle this week. I was working like crazy with work and school and I feel that I can finally catch my breath. I probably shouldn’t say that too loud, else the Universe is listening.
I got to put my robot knowledge to good use since we last spoke, as a coworker needed a motor identified to find a replacement. After taking the housing apart it turned out to be a common Mabuchi, but the only replacements we could find had a shaft that was too short to fit into the pump assembly that it needed to interface with.
I also finally got to share the Conference model addition that we’re looking to integrate into the current district model proposed by FIRST. This has been lurking in my head for a while, and to get it down on paper, albeit digital, is a huge step for us. In essence, a set number of slots in the district would be set aside for non-native teams to apply for, and upon acceptance, would give them all the rights of a district team for two years. This makes the walls flexible, gives a predictable revenue range for both organizations, and allows teams to try out districts. I honestly think it would allow for more acceptance of the district model nationwide. That’s the exciting part about getting it out there: it’s becoming more real each day, and it’s really cool when you see something you are building in the wild.
I also went back to CT for the weekend and went to an Alanis Morrisette concert with my mother. I had forgotten about a lot of songs that she played, and…you know how people associate songs, smells, or places with particular times of their life? Yeah, that happened to me. The brain is a fascinating thing sometimes.
Which of course, ties into my class assignment for this week 🙂 I had to prepare early for the class tomorrow because my group is presenting on Social Constructivism. Granted, the constructivism group just went the week before, so there’s not too much else to present, but we hope to dig deep into Activity Theory and the More Knowledgeable Other. The MKO is the entity that allows the learner to make the jump through the Zone of Proximal Development, which is the gap between what the learner can learn on their own and what they could learn with help. It doesn’t always have to be a person who is the MKO, the internet and other knowledge resources could aptly stand in.
I apparently was a huge fan of social constructivism even before I knew what it was. This whole idea of working in groups, learning from mentors, and crowdsourcing solutions through competitive robotics is essentially what Vygotsky was getting at decades ago deep in Soviet Russia.
And in the end, I guess this post is about new applications of ideas that aren’t exactly new, but are still exciting. They just get brought up again and again through an idea, or in a song, or anywhere. It’s up to us to see them, upcycle them and put them to good use.